I miss how I felt when I loved you.

I miss how I felt when I loved you.

my false ideation of who you are.

feeling on top of the world as you held me-

fully believing you’d never let go.

but my dear,

I was already at the bottom of pit

and you were merely looking from above.

for you let go.

my conception of you broke apart.

just like your embrace.

and my heart.

I miss how I felt when you loved me.